Yesterday was one of those "the worst day ever" days. But it didn't end too badly, in the end.
Had tuition in the morning, then I went back to school and did research for prom locations. Capella Singapore would be my dream destination, but unfortunately it's a 6-star hotel, which means it'll definitely cost a bomb. And we probably wouldn't be able to go there.
I love the hotels at Sentosa, they all look so amazing. And it's really special to have our prom at Sentosa, at least this is what I think. After the prom we can even go walk around the beaches barefooted, holding our heels with our hands.
After I packed up, got someone to terminate a cockroach's life, locked up the room, I headed to the bus stop. I waited and waited and waited for fate to work its magic but it didn't.
Felt like crap. I didn't get on the first bus, and I lied to them that I wasn't taking that bus but I was supposed to. So the first bus went. And then came someone else, I lied and said my parents were coming to get me. So the second bus came and went, I continued to wait.
I was messaging someone who cared, I said I was starving and he told me to get some food, I was stubborn and refused.
The third bus came and I hopped on, feeling depressed and awful and lonely. I settled down on a seat and let my thoughts run on their own. My eyes started to water and I wanted to cry.
Eventually, I agreed to go eat with the person who cared. I went home and put my stuff down. Took out my contacts and wore my glasses. I walked over to King Albert Park and waited at Mac. The person who cared came and we went to order food. He brought the tray up and watched me eat. He drank Coke. We talked. Then I didn't feel so lonely anymore.
Halfway through he said, "你要不要懂一个秘密?", and I said "What."
He said, "Actually I wasn't on the train just now. I was at home."
"I knew it!" I said. The conversation went on.
I went home at 1.35 AM, the person who cared accompanied me. It surprises me how much someone cares because I haven't felt cared for in such a long time.
After a minor lecture from Dad I went to shower. I lied on my bed and read a book and continued messaging the person who cared. And I did feel cared for and I felt happier and I felt better.
I fell asleep and woke up to see one new message from the person who cared.
I opened the message and saw,
"Guess you fell asleep le. Goodnight huien :] sleep well"
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