我寻找的平静
是我将来看电影
带着一颗平常心
不必为谁心碎闭上眼睛
我需要的平静
是敢回头看曾经
那些为爱患得患失的情景
我选择忘记
I'm fine just fine. Closure? Not entirely. I'm still waiting. The day's not here yet. Soon I'll be over it, I just know it :) I'm strong enough to go on, I know it :) The days go by whether I want them to or not.
Today was a happy day. I can't let this small issue nudge me back into feeling like crap.
Ever since that time..
I never felt I was good enough. I never felt as bad. It's the first time ever I felt so useless, broken. I didn't like anything about myself at all. Even till now I don't.
Was strange today. I felt nothing and now I'm feeling everything. Something wrong with me?
I miss the things I can't do anymore. Sometimes I wonder where my self-esteem has gone to, I wonder why I feel so useless. And the answer is, because that's exactly what I am. Useless. Not good enough. I wish I was better, but I know I never will be good enough. But I miss feeling like I am..
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I love sleeping, eating and my imaginary tattoo.
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