It seems apparent that my 11.11 wishes so far have been working out just fine. I should probably be glad... I think.
Jaded! The only word to describe me now.
I don't really know what to do anymore. I'm just going through life aimlessly and going along with the flow. I never know what to do next anymore. It always seems like I need someone there to put their hands on my shoulders and steer me towards where I am to go next. Pick myself up and keep on walking? It was too hard. Now I'm moving along. But just coasting along, blind, dragging my feet. It just feels like I can't control where I am going anymore. Because where I am headed is somewhere I never wanted to be. And you can never get where you want if you never struggle hard enough for it. But now I don't even have a chance to go for what I want. I've killed all my own chances.
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I love sleeping, eating and my imaginary tattoo.
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