I know I should click here and blog instead, but very often I find myself heading over to the other blog to post. The other blog, which is the source of all my superficial joys. Gah. Whatever.
These days I have been pretty optimistic. I don't really know why either, it's strange. But the past few days haven't been very constructive - barely gotten any work done.
Maybe I've come to the stage of closure. Still, I doesn't seem entirely like it. I haven't forgotten anything. But I just feel that if this is for the best, then so be it. I can't do anything. So what's going to change? I can't change anything else, save for what I do with myself now. I'm not the most important person in anyone's life anymore.
I just don't quite know what to say. Whenever I'm sad or depressed I rant too much and then in retrospect I'd see myself as coming across as being dramatic. Whenever I'm happy, I'm too delirious to know what's real and I always don't know what to do. Which is the right way to feel, I really want to know. I just want to feel content. I don't even need to feel happy.
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