I just signed out of MSN.
What am I waiting for, really? It's not like I have anyone to talk to. (I guess I do, but I never take the initiative to speak to people on MSN unless I've got something in particular to say.)
Even if I see _ online it's not like we'll talk.
Just now before dinner, I went downstairs to buy contact lenses, razors and lip gloss. It cost me about $50 in total. Makes me wonder if I'm considered high-maintenance amongst my peers.
The year is coming to an end in another month and half, I need to get so many things done. I am wondering if I want to be happy next year. And then I am wondering if that's even possible. It's not a matter of want or not, it's a matter of possible or impossible. I guess I know when it comes down to it, I can make a choice and work towards being happy. But it's just so hard to make a decision. Because if I choose to be happy, it would mean drawing a line between this year and the next, and it would mean I would have to try my best to forget everything.
There's a HK trip briefing tomorrow, I don't feel like going but I'm pretty much obligated to attend it because it's the last briefing before the trip. We are so screwed, haven't rehearsed anything yet. Now I admit the only reason I am going for this trip is because I don't want to go to the Sec 3 Camp.
I have recently acquired a piece of information that is making me horrified. Today in class, someone asked Mdm Yee if she will still be teaching us next year. In answer to the question she said this: "Yeah, most probably." Horrifying.
I guess Ms. Tan is nice but I am starting to feel that she is an elitist. A little bit. She requested to take all the 8 subjects classes, but not any of the 7 subjects classes. But of course, I personally feel she would die taking my class.
It's the holidays and I hate having to do homework.
I have loads of rubbish on my desk and I am supposed to be doing my homework now.
I miss you. Like always.
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