How are you doing, are you okay? Are you happy, happy without me.
You're the one I think of before I sleep, the one I think of on all the sleepless nights.
I miss everything about you - the small things I wouldn't notice about anyone or anything else. Your purple adidas sneakers, white converse school shoes, the time you wore a black shirt, bermudas and slippers surely because you were lazy to dress up. I can also remember what you were wearing when you bought takoyaki for me - a navy blue polo t-shirt and black pants. And you were carrying that huge bag. You kept smiling at me while I was doing my homework.
Please be happy please please be happy
And I realise I can never ever be that happy or sad ever again. Thank you for giving me the happiest/saddest/best time of my life.
There's no more pain anymore, I'm only numb now.
P/S I just realised it's October 17th now, what could possibly have been the 8th month.
