I was browsing through my old Facebook statuses. Here are some. Lol.
HuiEn Lim is going to maple with THE NUBZXZ (aka Darren Teo)
December 8, 2008 at 12:06pm
HuiEn Lim doesn't like Manji from Perion.
December 8, 2008 at 2:50pm
HuiEn Lim loves her baby loads =)
December 9, 2008 at 5:44pm · Comment · Like
HuiEn Lim has nothing to do now because Pet Society is under maintenance, therefore she did a Sorting Quiz and got HufflePuff. Which is CRAP. I AM NOT IN HUFFLEPUFF!!!!!
December 10, 2008 at 7:33pm
HuiEn Lim is rejoicing over Pet Society's return and fed her pet cheese.
December 10, 2008 at 8:34pm
HuiEn Lim got chased out of the library and is camping at MOS Burger.
December 11, 2008
HuiEn Lim is damn sad. GABBIE BU YAO LI KAI WO~
December 29, 2008 at 11:57am
HuiEn Lim woke up after sleeping for 17 hours.
January 4 at 8:40am
HuiEn Lim doesnt like her class and misses i3 ):
January 6 at 6:51pm
HuiEn Lim and Felicia look like nubs now.
January 11 at 7:25pm
HuiEn Lim thinks that if girls who are ugly/plain get jio-ed, it is because the guys are also ugly/plain and they know if they jio a pretty girl they will get rejected.
January 16 at 6:21pm
HuiEn Lim left her uniform in school. DAMMIT.
January 19 at 7:27pm
HuiEn Lim is abcdefgfedcbANGRY
January 27 at 8:15pm
HuiEn Lim got asked by Shizhou, "Did you pong school today?" PONG. Not pon.
February 10 at 6:24pm
HuiEn Lim is cyberstalking someone.
April 20 at 10:15pm
HuiEn Lim Going OBS tomorrow. :)
June 21 at 9:24pm
HuiEn Lim Back from torture camp. HAHA.
June 26 at 10:53pm
I realised that some of my statuses were quite misleading haha. Intentional.
I got my hair cut just now and I think I look weird now. I should have cut it shorter >: I told the hairdresser to cut it shorter but she said, "Huh, are you sure? Don't want la, later look like ta por.." Now it's like neither long nor short.
I'm proud of myself (sort of) because I did the attendance report for the whole Council today. But I didn't do my homework. :(
I might be watching I Love You, Beth Cooper on Friday. Apparently it's NC16. I'm not excited at the thought of being able to watch an NC16 movie, but I'm excited at the idea of sneaking into the cinema to watch the movie. But I don't really think I would like the movie. I read the plot and it doesn't seem to be something I'd enjoy even though it did (kind of) pique my interest.
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I can remember how it felt like when that happened and I don't like it :( Because it reminds me of how good things were back then and it makes me sad. I love and hate how the smallest things can serve as a slight nudge into nostalgia. I like feeling nostalgic. Simply because it feels good, when you're thinking of the good times. You smile to yourself because you can rewind back to how you felt at that time. But bad because you realise you can't ever feel like that again, nothing in the world can make that exact same feeling return. The scene will never be replayed. It's like watching a movie for the first time - you don't know what to expect. But when you watch it again you know what's going to happen and you'd feel different.
Especially of certain things I recall; they make my heart shake and I can feel all the emotions running through my veins. I still close my eyes and wait for the feeling to flitter away, convince myself that I shouldn't feel like this anymore, because those feelings should not be allowed to exist inside me. Sometimes I imagine being stabbed. And then at other times I imagine hitting my head so I would forget everything. Purge everything.
But then again, I welcome this emotion in me. I would like for it to remain. It makes me smile, along with all the hurt and distress it brings. I feel insane, what's wrong with me? I like this feeling as much as it hurts me. It's bittersweet.
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Sometimes I blog on my phone. I'd write and save them as drafts. Here we go:
Note: They are written at different points in time.
I'm vain. I spent 40 minutes in front of the bathroom mirror fussing around with my hair.
It is the small things that certain people do that make me fucking annoyed but I guess it is in their nature to act and behave like that so I can't really hold it against them but it just makes me bloody annoyed.
I don't understand why I am being laughed at for being considerate and that makes me bloody annoyed. What is wrong with being civilly polite to others? Is it wrong to simply do things that will convenient others? Sometimes I think I should stop being considerate since people are laughing at me about it. But I've decided not to stop being considerate, because in the future when those people who laughed at me (for being considerate) are being treated inconsiderately and then when they start to get as pissed/annoyed/peeved as I feel right now, maybe they will understand how screwed up it is to be treated inconsiderately. And then, I will laugh at them.
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These days, I have been swearing more and I don't like it!!!!! I need to change.
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