Dearest K. Lee,
A few months ago I penned down what I thought would be the very last full stop in the chapter where your role in the movie of my life would end. It was what I had thought. And I guess people do think wrongly sometimes. They think back in retrospect and realise they were wrong. You are back again, winding your way into the labyrinths of my mind.
Admittedly, I don't think that much about you, save for the scarce occasions where your face pops into my mind when I'm calling out to my classmate who shares the same name as you do. Deviating a bit, you two are absolutely different.
Over the past 2 years, I've thought of you only sporadically. So I guess it's suffice to say you have disappeared from my life for a chunk of time. Now that you're back again, I wonder if you'll be here to stay or just vanish from my life with a 6 hour plane ride. What do you think? Do yourself justice, won't you? I think you deserve to be more than a recurring character in the movie of my life.
After all. I was the one who breathed you to life.
I'd like to tell you to stay and not go away. Yet I know your presence only brings harm. It is evidence that I am delusional and paranoid again. (Or have I been delusional and paranoid all the while?) I swore never to talk about you, never to think about you ever again. And now that it's happening, I guess it shows how fervently I am pining for care and concern. So badly.
K. Lee, won't you let me learn to be independent?
From your godsister.
P/S: I wonder if you remember me at all. I hope you do. But then again I hope not.
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