I was fucking upset to realise that the person who promised to be there for me is now gone.
People always break promises. I feel/felt damn stupid. I didn't want to reply. What's the point? Nothing is going to happen. Screw myself for thinking so much, for hoping. I just keep deluding myself, that's all I ever do. I wish I can shut out the voice in my head and mute the protests of my heart. I wish to be happy but I just can't understand why I can't be happy without you :( If you have moved on, please don't ever talk to me again... Then again I don't see much of a difference whether you talk to me or not because even when we do talk it almost seems like you're not talking to me at all, I feel like I'm being patronised and I don't like it, I hate it. I hate it that even now we can't even be friends.
Look, tell me what to do, okay? Because I don't know what to do or where to go... :(
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Random note to Sheng Rong:
It's easier said than done. I'm glad it's working out for you though. :)
I hope my sister doesn't come out of the room now so she wouldn't see me like this.
It's Kok Foo's birthday in 5 minutes!
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