Hello! I'm back from Bangkok, Thailand. (I was back on Monday, actually.)
Will post the pictures up in the weekend when I'm free.
There is a lot happening nowadays, but I just realised that my blog is not really interesting to the mass audience. Probably because my daily life is not that interesting. I like to think that the things going on in my life are pretty intriguing but it is undeniable my life is getting more and more mundane as I am getting busier and busier... Everyone is getting busier and busier.
At times do you suddenly stop and think who your true friends are in your life? Lately, my mind has been wrapped tightly around that topic. I can't release myself from this revolution.
In the first place - what is your definition of 'true friends'? To me, true friends are friends that will stick by you no matter what and want you to be happy no matter what you do. But of course they will be there for you to draw the line in case you're going out of control and going into overdrive. Because they care for you, they would know what you want and they want you to be happy. This sounds cliche but I think it is true. (At least to me.) I think as life goes on you will realise that many things are cliche but they also stand the most true...
I do not have many true friends. In the latest turn of events I have realised that I am losing many of my friends. I did not know that today things will come to a state like this. Of course I would prefer to think that it isn't my fault that things have settled and fixed into what/where they are now... It is human nature, for most, to push or shrug off the blame.
Would you like to ask me how I feel about this right now? Frankly speaking, I am not happy. Not happy about this at all. Not because the number of friends are dwindling, but because the number of true friends that are drifting away. Perhaps, people would feel I am making a big fuss out of this. But who wouldn't, when you are starting to feel like you have no true friends at all?
In a place like this I don't want to appear overly dramatic. It matters to me, to have people pointing their filthy fingers at me. I know, that maybe I should ignore all these people but guess what, it's just hard for me to do now.
This is weighing me down like an anchor thrown into the sea.
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