HIATUS; post #3
And I don't want the world to see me,
'Cos I don't think that they'll understand.
When everything's meant to be broken,
I just want you to know who I am.
你不等了
说好的幸福呢?
我错了 泪干了
放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着
要怎么停呢
I am totally. Not on a hiatus at all. What the hell?
But I'm contented with the fact that at least I'm coping. At least, I did my homework before I opened this page to post.
It's very hard to muse today; what with the hot/humid weather. Everything went past in a blur and I was in a daze through it all. I can't snap out of it. I think when ___________, I died for a moment. Luckily I was towed away by M. If not I would have passed out right there (overstatement).
Today Awesome Partner Boo Zhixian didn't come to school, so Mag came over to sit with me after recess. During Maths remedial, we couldn't understand Surds at all and we just stared at the questions blankly. After that, we took out a scrap piece of paper and started comparing the differences in the french fries/drinks/burgers of various fast food joints in Singapore, including AND limited to:
McDonald, KFC, Burger King, Long John Silver's, MOS, and I think Subway?
The result was unanimous: Long John Silver's has the most awesome french fries (in our opinion, anyway). HAHAHA.
Today Matilda Tang saw me on the bus. She told me that I should 'do something' to my hair. If she'd seen me 3 weeks before... Hm.
Something cool:
Hui En's rifle - 314303
Christine's rifle - 314304
Cheowyi's rifle - 314306
I don't know what Jayda and Sok San's rifle numbers are... I still love the fact that no one but me uses my rifle.
Another thing I'm glad I did was that, instead of the usual, I didn't snap back at my mum just now when she asked one question too much. I kept everything I wanted and usually would have said to myself. Paraphrased it all and voiced it out. Today's the only day in years we ever had a conversation and didn't quarrel. Usually, either we don't talk at all or we end up quarreling. Of course, that's only if we're alone. If there are outsiders (by this I mean people out of my immediate and extended family) around, we wouldn't quarrel. It's a tacit agreement.
The topics discussed in the post today is so variegated and haphazard. BAH.
Last but not least...
Happy birthday Pui Ling :)
(even though I think you might not see this?)
It was fantabulous sitting with you. Really. I remember we used to draw comics and write all the stupid stories on pieces of paper. And that was like two years ago already? Time passes so fast ):
Thanks for being my first friend in Fuhua.
Chocolate (if you remember). :)
xoxo, from Vanilla.
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