This is a retake of my life.
I was his star for many nights.
Now the roles have changed,
And you're the leading lady in his life.
Lights, camera, now you're on.
Just remember you've been warned.
Enjoy it now, 'cause it won't last.
Same script, different cast.
I keep listening to Same Script, Different Cast. I don't know why. The song just appeals to me now, after not really paying attention to it for a few months. Few months back, I think end of last year, Fiona and I were raving about it. She'll ask me to duet with her. And I'll refuse. Because I thought my singing was bad.
I don't get why I'm mourning over his departure. And not really departure, it's not even confirmed yet. Is he really that important to me? Okay, yes, he is. He's been a confidante for so long. Not just that, along the way we've talked about so many things under the sun too. It's hard to see him go. Although we don't talk much in life at all, knowing that my chances of ever seeing him again are scarce, it's definitely... something.
I like my writing style in the last paragraph. Random comment.
"What you're saying could be true,
but how can I take advice from you?"
"Maybe my reasons are wrong,
but I know that you believe me."
Sweden and I bought a Hello Kitty face towel for Darryl. Because we couldn't find anything that's Gloomy Bear. Now Darryl has two Hello Kitty towels. One I bought in June, and this new one that I bought in September.
I'll load the pictures soon. There's a lot, more than three hundred but I'm going to delete some. Sweden took a lot of crap photos. SORRY LAH. I don't know why you must take such pointless photos. Therefore, I must purge them. I just don't like to have so many things in my files. So messy, unorganised, and... cluttered. Which is contradictory, seeing the fact that my table is now a complete and utter mess.
"It's your fault you didn't love him enough."
"That's the problem, I loved him too much.
And when you love him, he becomes unattracted to you."
Back to him. I don't want him to goooooo. Or, truth be it, I don't want them to go. ):
I will miss them, a lot a lot a lot. Three people have gone already. I don't want anyone else to go. Selfish, this is what I may be like now. I just really, really want this to go my way, that badly. Because they really are important to me, even though they might not see me the way I see them. Maybe to them... I'm just one, normal, if-I-see-you-on-the-streets-I'd-say-hi-and-go kind of friend.
I am just a simple, nothing-special girl. I am just one of those other ordinary girls you can find on the streets.
And I remember, July 2007...
If there was an eternally falling snow,
this feeling I have for you,
could I hide it?
It's nice, to read through my life from years and eons and moons ago. I just keep spamming quotes now.Stupid fights,
sleepless nights,
wrong or right?
Now another person... He's changed.
Based on provenance, the source is reliable because the author witnessed the event herself. However, it might be unreliable because the author is biased, prejudiced, letting her feelings and emotions take charge too often, too much, too easily. Therefore, we can conclude that the author is stupid.
Based on content, the source is correct because it is correct. Now shut up and go away.
Cross-referencing to contextual knowledge, the source is just so... wrong. Because the source used to be completely opposite. Therefore, we can conclude that the author is on the verge of paranoia and once again assume that she is just simply stupid. End of story.
Don't cry, don't cry, don't cry.
No.
Go away.
Reading all these quotes is making me fall back into the mood that was omnipresent last year.
I'm sure no one is reading such a long and mundane post like this. Nevermind.... I'll go away now.
It took me one hour to write up this post.
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