I love the Prefects Clique.
Today Ben Chia, Felicia and I went for a supposed meeting where we were supposed to practice the dance moves for the mass dance. We're dancing to Crank That (Soulja Boy). That's the dance that makes me look like a rabbit when I'm dancing it. Because I keep jumping and hopping about.
However most people couldn't turn up for the meeting because they went to the Science Centre. People in the Prefects' Room today included me, Ben Chia, Felicia, Gabbie, Dyan, Nada, Faruhq, and Hui Qi.
As usual gossiped discussed things with Ben Chia and Felicia. The Prefects Clique, which started out with a strong 8, has now divided into two. Now, there's only 4 people. Nothing happened, I guess those that left just drifted apart or got too caught up with other things they had to do. Life's like that.
Ben Chia said when he first met me he didn't like me because he thought I had a 欠扁 face.
He also said that he liked Prefects because most of the people in Prefects are rather mature. I agree. And also because since they're mature, naturally we can talk about topics other people would find boring or uninteresting.
So we talked about ourselves. I asked them what they thought of themselves. Ben Chia didn't answer. Felicia said she feels that she's stubborn. I was silent for a bit and Felicia said that she thought that I'm very unsure of myself. It seems quite true. Actually I don't know.
I also said that I tend to talk better to guys than to girls. And that most of the people I trust a lot are guys and not girls, that I find it hard to trust girls as much as I would trust a guy I know well. Felicia said it's because I've been betrayed by girls a lot of times. But the reason for the betrayal was partly because of my sensitivity too, how unsure I am of myself.
Last thing I realised. Sometimes when people say that I talk very little or ask why I'm so silent, I'll be a bit shocked because I thought that I had talked a lot. Then I realised that it's because as I'm hearing to other people talk, I sometimes tend to drift off and silently answer or make comments in my mind. Thoughts I thought I voiced out, that people heard.
I'm not particularly unhappy about this.
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