What if you were forgotten by everyone in your life... Would you be sad or happy?
This is something for everyone to think about. Credits to Yee Jun's MSN personal message. Haven't seen him online of late. Well I don't usually talk to him but I'd like to know him better. There are a lot of people I want to know better.
Tag or MSN me your answer to this question.
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想太多 想太多 想太多 想太多了...
I'm really thinking too much. Sometimes I feel like telling myself to stop thinking about it but my thoughts just keep running like a player that can't eject the CD. AGAIN, another bad metaphor.
Please don't ignore me, 'cause you know I adore you
I don't mean bore you 'cause you know I adore you
DAMN I really need to stop cerebrating about this. SCREW THIS.
It's driving me insane.
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I am being more vulgar than usual. I just cannot resist the temptation to hurl profanities. Okay I guess it isn't really a temptation anymore, but a habit. And you know what, I don't want to kick this habit. Because, I LIKE SAYING VULGAR. Of course it must be said in the right place, at the right time. You can't possibly say "Fuck this seminar, so boring" if you had to make a speech in front of the school. You'll probably be deported and walk out the hall/room with tomatoes and rubbish aiming for your head.
... Then again, maybe not. The students might be yelling/cheering/too shocked to move. You'll just be sent to the office for a 'nice talk' and get your ass smacked with a cane. Or if you're a girl, you'll probably get suspended for a week or so.
NICHOLAS CHOY KEEPS USING GOOD VOCABULARY I THINK MR. YEO IS GOING TO ASK US TO CHECK UP THE DICTIONARY IF HE EVER HEARS HIM SPEAK.
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I am sorry. To you.
For lying to you.
I know you don't mind, but I do. You never lied to me in any way and I don't see why you deserve this.
For doing this to you.
I don't even know what to say about this. But I guess you should know I'm apalled at my own behaviour and this, I want you to know, is making me feel extremely fucked up.
I adore you, no not just adore but I love you too. You're a really important friend I can't ever imagine life without you. I'll probably move on when you're gone but I'll miss you more than just truck loads and one day if I do ever lose you, it would be one of the worst things to ever happen. I trust you, A LOT. I just wish, or maybe I expect, this trust to be returned. So are you going to trust me?
Yet trust has to be earned. So I'll be working hard. Until one day, you decide to trust me. Because I know, right now, you trust me a lot more than other people in your life. Maybe even your family, but I don't know.
This is screwed.
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