Sunday, July 13, 2008
I'm sick and tired of this.
I think, I think I am letting go. Goodbye.

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WHY!!!!!! My Lindsay Lohan CD doesn't have the songs inside. Only the MV is inside. D:

It's my favourite CD. And the first CD I ever bought for myself. It's quite old now, about... 3 or 4 years old, I guess. But I really like the songs and despite the fact she's always having attitude and legal problems (I'm talking about Lindsay Lohan, not the CD), I still think she's a great singer. And she's really talented, one of the most talented artistes in the media industry.

I did Colorgenics again. Now I think I am going to do it everyday hahaha. But I'm not going to post up the results everyday of course.

At this particular time you are feeling the results of extreme stress and you are seeking a 'way out' but you are pushing too hard. Obviously you need peace, tranquillity and contentment. Your temperament is such that you are hoping, unrealistically perhaps, that your desires will shortly be fulfilled (even if at this time you are not quite sure what those true aspirations may be!).

You are working extremely hard trying to improve your image in the eyes of others. You are looking for acknowledgement from your peers and those who come into your sphere of influence. You want to be liked, not for what people think of you but for what you really are.

Circumstances are holding you back, forcing you to back off and to forgo all the pleasures, fun and games for the time being. But this is only a temporary situation and before you even know it the situation could change.

You pretend that you are a carefree individual and that nothing really bothers you - that you are so self-sufficient that whatever problems beset you they simply flow off you as water flows off a ducks back. You are experiencing considerable stress, trying to conceal yourself from the rest of the world. In actual fact - deep down, you are not at all happy. You feel lonely and you need someone with whom you can 'Let your hair down' and share your hopes, dreams and high standards. You are imposing unnecessary self restraint on yourself. You would like to demonstrate the unique quality of your character to all and sundry.

Since in the recent past all of your hopes and aspirations have been denied you, you are now convinced that the future will hold nothing but anxiety so therefore 'why bother?' You would love to get away from it all, to escape from the trials and tribulations of this mundane existence and fall into a peaceful and harmonious relationship, which will protect you from the lack of appreciation and give you the chance to start afresh.


Studying session tomorrow!
11:50 am

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I love sleeping, eating and my imaginary tattoo.

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