Hello hello world... Today is a rainy day.
Days like these make me smile... Even though I'm stuck in the classroom and it happens to be Math class... :)))
Great people sitting around me. :)
JY, whom I love dearly. (Yes I love him. As a friend. :))
Darryl, who doesn't want his picture to be taken but didn't attempt to cover his face. :)
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Chinese composition... which we're continuing tomorrow. Surprised? I'm left with just one and a half page. When I usually only do a paragraph.
I'm surprised too. The world is changing.
Scribbles in class... They're not all useless. Some were used to copy points for the composition okay.
Investiture Rehearsal... Investiture tomorrow. A cauldron of feelings bubbling in my heart and mind and soul now. I am... Happy. Sad. Afraid. Nostalgic.
Happy. I'm happy I'm stepping up, finally promoted to being a Prefect... After half a year of work. I really put in a lot of effort for this, even if people can't tell... (I guess that just means they've yet to be impressed and they just have to wait and see. I'll prove it, prove myself.)
Sad. Sec 4s are stepping down. Senior Executive Council stepping down. This is goodbye? I probably won't get to talk much to them after this. Not that I talked much to them in the first place, but I'd love to. I'll miss them. I love them. <3
Then... about L. L, I am afraid, afraid of you. I know you dislike me and honestly, I don't like you much either. But I just wish you'll see me for who I am in the Prefectorial Board, as a Prefect, and not see me as a Shooter in the Prefectorial Board. Maybe then I'll grow to respect you, see you as a more humane person.
Nostalgic. All the effort I've put in for the past half year... It's flowing back into my mind, stifling my heart. Everything I did. The changes I made, not just changes of others, but changes of myself... Now, it's playing like a b/w tape in my mind. I rewind and fast forward and replay parts... I remember, everything. Every detail. This is it. What I worked for. Tomorrow, is it.
Okay... it may seem a little dramatic and far-fetched but this, is really what I feel. AND I'm not lying when I say I love the Sec4s! I really do. :)
We'll miss you, miss all of you :) <3
AND!
LAST BUT NOT LEAST.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY HAISONG :)
Thanks for being there for me. You're one of the most understanding guys I've ever met. I find it hard to believe you're an ESTJ, a complete opposite of who I am. But seriously you're one of the nicest people I've ever known in my life (so far), you've been there for me through some of the low tides. Hope our friendship would keep going :) Love ya, you funky gay and happy birthday!
P/S
I've been wanting to post this for weeks now, but I keep forgetting. Okay.
Excerpt from The Diary of a Young Girl by Anne Frank.
Dearest Kitty,
Can you tell me why people go to such lengths to hide their real selves? Or why I always behave very differently when I'm in the company of others? Why do people have so little trust in one another? I know there must be a reason, but sometimes I think it's horrible that you can't ever confide in anyone, not even those closest to you.
JUNYUAN, THIS BOOK IS NOT BORING!
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