My anger, disappointment, nervousness (and a lot of other feelings jumbled up together) from earlier this afternoon has now subsided.
My head is filled with question marks now. (And just a pinch of worry)
I'm glad that Jing Yong and Felicia were there for me
Maybe we'll be in together, out together, in separately or out separately
Either way, we'll still be friends. Pinning up our fringes and complaining that our skirts are already long enough (which they are).
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I've started writing in my thought book today.
In case you didn't know, the Javan Gibbon I mentioned from the previous post (alternatively called a Silvery Gibbon), is actually a primate that's critically endangered. And I only posted that up because it has the same name as Javan (with the exception of the word 'Gibbon', of course), hahaha
Okay, now I'll randomly pick out very randomly cerebrated thoughts from my random thought book.
- Technically speaking it's impossible to step onto clouds.
But what if you could? Would you want to?
...And what if you're stuck there, forever?
-What if you know you're dying but you'll definitely go to Heaven.
Will you want to stay on Earth or go up to Heaven?
(if you had a choice) (but if you died again you might not go up to Heaven)
- Why do people like to blindly follow others and not have a sense of originality or speak up for themselves? Everyone should should show sides that proves they're who they are, shouldn't they?
- The best leader,
(What's your defination definition of this?)
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I'd like to elaborate on the last thought (I posted).
My mind came to that thought because of the whole we-might-get-kicked-out-of-the-Prefectorial-Board thing.
And Mdm So-and-so said that, in order to be a leader you have to be a good role model and set good examples so that others would follow you as you lead the path.
Therefore, our skirts were too short and "did you fold your skirt?"
"Ummm. Yes."
"Unfold your skirt."
The bloody skirt went an inch under my knee. (Freaking long)
But... I beg to differ how having good attire would make you a good leader. Completely, I mean. Of course we'll have to abide by the school rules but now it's the school rules that I'm questioning. Why should our skirts be at after knee-length? Besides the fact that it's freaking ugly and unfashionable, I'd like to ask what the reason for this rule is.
The only reasons for the rule I could think of was:
a) If you had too short a skirt, it's revealing,
b) If your skirt is too short the members of the public will have a bad impression of the school, and
c) So that you won't show the shorts you're wearing underneath your skirt
And all of these reasons are valid and good. I agree. But as long as the skirt's not revealing, won't leave a bad impression on the members of the public (and in turn causing them to have a bad impression of the school), and you won't show the stupid red P.E. shorts (or FBTs if you happen to be wearing them),
what the bloody hell is the problem with having a skirt at knee-length.
I don't see what's wrong.
Commitment to the Prefectorial Board is pertinent, and this I agree with absolutely. But, please don't judge the level of commitment we have when you haven't been around us to observe us at all. So you don't have the right to pass off judgments like these. And how'd you know you can trust your information sources? Maybe, they're prejudiced. So that means they don't have the right to determine our commitment level because they can't see things from a fair and just angle.
However, despite the importance of commitment, leadership is another chapter you brought into the story. Yes, leadership is important if you need to lead others. BUT, just because you doubt our leadership potential doesn't mean you can want to kick us out because remember, LEADERSHIP CAN ALWAYS BE NURTURED.
Whereas, how do you nurture commitment?
You can't.
Simply because, if one doesn't have the interest or passion for something, then they will never be good at it (to their full potential).
And I know saying all these is useless and you'll probably see it as crap and the most probable is you'll never see it all.
But,
it felt good to type it out.
And that's because, this is what I wanted to say.
And it's also what you didn't want to hear.
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