I'm heading over to a wedding dinner later. My mother's cousin's.
I kinda hate wedding dinners, but I love them.
I hate just having to sit there. However, that negative point is solved if if a wedding from my father's side of the family. Why? Because Winston, Joyce, or Jason will most probably be there. And they are the people who I am happy with. I love to see Joyce bullying Winston (but I guess it isn't so good for Winston), Winston's sarcastically humorous remarks, and etcetera. I seldom see Jason. Of course, I do wish he'd take part more often in familial activities.
However, the food at wedding dinners are usually decent. Or good. But if there's one dish I hate, then it's from the starters. It's the first dish, and it's usually a big plate with different food, right? Well, I hate the mini octopus. It looks bloody and disgusting. Never in my life have I ever had it in my mouth, and I never will. It's so slimy, gross, and... I'm not talking about it anymore.
Moving on to another topic, I've finally realised why the straight-to-your-face attitude is useless.
Okay, for example, some people like others to be honest and straight forward with them, right? Well, I finally understand that it's not easy at all. It's not easy to just tell a person straight that she is a bitch and her nostrils are very big. At least, it isn't for me. There are just so many things I'm worried about - the person feeling hurt/sad/angry, feeling guilty over being such a bad person, blah blah blah.
I try to be as honest as I can
Well okay that wasn't true. I'm not honest at times because I try not to offend people. As much as I can. Unless if you're a good friend of mine and if (you think) I insult you fiercely, I'm probably joking. -stares at Darryl- Do take a hint?
And now I know it's not easy to be completely honest at all times, is because there's something I want to say to someone but I don't dare to. It's just, so hard to say it because she's a sensitive person? Well, not that it's a bad thing but... I really don't want to hurt her feelings. I know she's the kind of person that wants people to say things out straight, and just be real. I really don't want her to be sad. Therefore, I am refraining myself from continuing from typing, "Oh, I am so sorry ______! I think you're really too _____________ and I really hope you're not sad..."
I wonder why I sound so 淑女 in this blog. It almost seems fake. 
I better get going, my mother's coming back in 5 minutes? Oh damn, and I haven't changed yet. Shit.
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