I am going to do an overall review on Year 2007 (so far). This year has sucked and I hope that next year, 2008, will be better.
January 2007 Entered Fuhua Secondary School. Just as Ho Hongwei cursed, I got into the same class as Wu Hongwei - 1R3. I almost got into 1R4. I was whining on the first day because Zhixian was not in the same class as me. Orientation - made friends with LEOW SiMin, Rou Yi, Fiona, Pui Ling, Ka Min. Realised that Natalie, Stephanie's sister, is a Sec 3 student in Fuhua and was super happy. Project Work, same group as LEOW, Rou Yi and at first Saffiudin. We came up with the name 'CURRY SOTONG'. Yeow Yong was trying to jio LEOW at that time, and she was terribly irritated by him. She asked us (me, Rou Yi and Xian Yun) to shout at him. We did, and they (Sweden, YY and Aaron) laughed and said, "Lame." Zexun transferred into 1R3 and I was freaked out. What the hell? The guy that sat next to me in P4, and sucked his thermometer case, was in my class again? What what what? Pui Ling became my partner and we are very good friends. Xian Yun became my lockermate. (And upon typing this sentence, I realised that I still haven't returned my locker lock for this year. And it is spoiled. SHIT.) Hated Joelly before I even really got to know her. She told Aizhen and clique that we were bitches before she really got to know us. So we all hated her then. Cut my fringe to a freaking short for the first time in 4 years. Very freaked out. Was very desperate to get into shooting. Aesthetics class. Found out that Jonathan used to learn ballet. HAHAHAHAHA Got into shooting, was DAMN HAPPY. Someone from 1R3 asked me to stead. But when he asked me I just stared at him like he was super weird. LOL. Oh and no one really knows about this. Only Xian Yun knows who that person is (and I think she probably forgot about it now? LOL). Hated Mrs. Toh. First celebrity crush ever - on Xiao Li Yuan, who portrayed Situ Bi from Let It Shine. Then, I got over with it. 1R3 pissed Ms. Hoe and she walked out on us during one of the lessons. Felt SUPER left out in shooting.
February 2007 First ever Shooting PT on Friday. Hated having to run two rounds. I didn't join in for Captain's ball because Jing Yong had to take something and I went with her. When we went back to the parade square, the game already started and we didn't join in. Found out about Bang Guo's lousy blog. He told me to keep it a secret, but HAHA. He never updates it, so here is the link anyway. CLICK. YouTube deleted all uploaded episodes of Full Moon wo Sagashite. PISSED ME OFF. Began to hate Secondary School life because I would always be very tired. Missed PHPPS like hell. The beng jiao trend began. I began to call Sweden 'baby pig', but he didn't like it so I stopped it. Dyed hair for the first time in my life at Fiona's house, with Fiona. Quarreled with my mother for the first time ever. Or at least, the first time I ever talked back, but definitely not the first time I cried because of the things she says to me. Rou Yi and LEOW came over to my house and we did our Home Econs project. HAHA. I started lying. (And this is a regret)
March 2007 Got my phone. The first phone in my life. As a result, I kept shooting videos and pictures, even when people didn't want it. I guess they were irritated by me, and now I'm sorry. Besides, I've got nothing (much) to shoot now. Atsushi Hashimoto's the love. Failed Maths and History for Common Test1. Bang Guo got knocked down by a car. STUPID. Then I thought he would come to school in crutches or something, but there was only a plaster. CHEY. Zhixian became my jie. Began to HATE Fuhua. The 'yakky yak yakky yak' era began. Found out that Jun Yuan was from NCC. DAMN STARTLED!
April 2007 USB cable lost. Became more and more stressed up. Made a bet with Darryl, saying that if I didn't grow over 155cm by Sec3 or 4, I would have to give a dollar to him. Shit, I lost that bet already. Darryl became a good chat mate, but nowadays I'm constantly irritating him (I can tell, and although he denies it, I know I am), and I'm sorry. But he's very polite to keep denying it. Well, thank you, but I know I am very irritating. Bitch fights began.
May 2007 Ah Looi broke a chair for the first time in 1R3. Failed Science and Maths again for Common Test 2. My constant lying made me become a pathological liar. (Which is something I'm not anymore... I hope.) Winston, Joyce and Jason became my favourite cousins. Emo-ness ensued. Jun Yuan was a good listener, but now he's like *@@&$*@(
June 2007 Emo-ness became worse, and so did my lying. I was lying more and more, I couldn't stop, and I just lied about things before even thinking about it. It just shot straight out of my mouth. I missed PHPPS more than ever. Relationship with my family became strained... Quarrels with my mother. I became distant from the rest of my family. They all said (or think) that I've changed, which I have. They thought that I was an ahlian, which I am not. Pessimism, is something now in my nature. I thought about many things in this month. I guess this was the month that made me grow up... Because of all the emotions. All the hatred, the sadness, the anger, everything... This is, by far, the most miserable month of my life. But one good thing (?) I got out of it was that I became more mature after this. Well, kind of. Stop laughing.
July 2007 Emo-ness continues, until around the end of the first week. Thanks to Xian Yun. Fiona and I skipped the triple Science period. This was the first major class I ever skipped, and got caught and punished for severely. We went to the library and stayed in there. LOL. After that, I swore to never skip class again. But there was still two others times where I skipped class, but they were UNINTENTIONAL. Bah, I can't be bothered to digress. Sims 2 became my addiction, at least until I completed the game. After returning to Art class for about a month, I got to know more people like Chen Fang, Han Han, and Bing Yi. Quarrels with HER continues. Kelila, Darryl and Hui En became The Deesiao 3. Something important came into my life - Psychology. Troubles with bestie. Actually, it was all my fault. Sorry, I'm just too sensitive. 'BALLS ARE BANNED IN THIS CLASS'. LOL. The 'class' refers to 1R3. Switched places, and whole class were all very fed up. Became better friends with Joelly, and realised that she is actually a very nice person. $&#*(@# with Xian Yun. amp;#*(@# with Xian Yun. Began to regret skipping shooting. KIND OF. Third piercing. IT'S CLOSED NOW, WTF.
August 2007 Psychology became even more important to me. Best friend problems again. Quarrels with HER continue, as usual. Blah blah blah. BLAH. Went back PHPPS on National Day! Lying continues, but the situation becomes better. Jason Poon, the 22 year old banker, broke his arm, and stopped Ninja-do. Feeling tired is something I began to feel used to, and so is the stupidity or Secondary School life.
September 2007 Emo-ness again. Attempts to become a better person keep failing, and I became very dejected. Almost completely give up on blogging.
October 2007 Problems with best friend was okay. I love her she loves me we love each other. That's all there is to it. It's simple, but I'm loving this simplicity. :D <3 Bitch fights, as usual. Yawn.
I fell in love with someone. Took up writing again.
I won't write about November because it's not over yet.
In conclusion, I feel that this year was a terrible year for me. I hope next year will be better, and to be honest I didn't like 1R3 very much this year. But still, 1R3 has brought me many laughter (albeit very little, mostly being sadness). I appreciate that. 2008's gonna be the last year for 1R3. The last year 1R3's gonna be TOGETHER, as a CLASS. I will cherish it.
I'm sorry for everything I've done wrong, and thank you to everyone for having had tolerated me. I know I'm not an easy person to get along with and I'm also sorry about that. I try very hard to change, trust me, but somehow it's just in my nature that this is the way I am.
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