The one post that is 100% truthful, 100% from my soul and thoughts and heart
Here are the things I want to tell my some of my great friends from last year that I haven't seen in a long, long time.
(Argh the room the damn hot and I can't on the air-con now that my dad is back)
That isn't what I wanted to say. I shall start now.
In alphabetical order:
Adeline Low:
Hey Ade. I'm sorry but I have something to confess about. Sometimes I ignore you on MSN because I couldn't be bothered to talk. I'm so sorry. I'm such a bitch. You were such a great friend and all I am (and was) is this bitch. But now I don't really catch you online so I'll definitely reply you when you talk to me. I was so happy to see you at Jurong East that day. Loved the times me, you, and Kerr Hui, (and sometimes tons of other people) went to Lot1, buy XXL Crispy Chicken from the Taiwan Snack Stall and head over to Kerr Hui's house, when we went to Escape Theme Park, a lot of things actually... Thank you for giving me so many great memories and sorry for being such a bitch. I hope you remember that you are still the 油条大姐. Many loves.
Anna Ling:
Hey Anna. We haven't been in much contact after you migrated to Shanghai. I really hope to see you back soon, two years is a long time, but it's a short time too. Hopefully you'd remember me when you're back. You were the brains of the class, seriously. I'll always remember the times we laughed at Tim with Huiyu, the times we scared Mr Loh and of course, the times we all exchanged answers and brought sweets and junk food to share. Loves.
Chau Kerr Hui:
HEY KERR HUI! I wonder why you ALWAYS disappear from my MSN contact list. Even though you might not know it, but you introduced me to many new things. Like you introduced me to KongKong and AuditionSEA. Although they're just games. Some little things that you do really have helped me a lot. Like when you lent me a pen when mine ran out of ink before the English Language PSLE paper and I was too lazy to go buy another one. Thanks for letting me spend time at your house, thanks for introducing me to the delicious XXL Crispy Chicken from that Taiwan Snack Stall at Lot 1. Thanks for hanging out with me at Lot 1. Many thanks, many loves, many misses.
Cheryl Lim:
CHER, THE DARLING
Cher! I haven't seen you in ages. I remember P1 we were in the same class. But we didn't talk much. Then during P5 we were in the same class again. I really miss the times we had, like when we celebrated Junwei's birthday, went to Jurong East on Hua Shan's birthday, went to Far East on my birthday, when I helped you pick out Milkshake's name (or rather, forced you into choosing it), and when we went to Escape Theme Park with Adeline and Kerr Hui. I remember that I was around 2 hours late? Or maybe even 4 hours, but you didn't scold me! All of you just laughed it off, something I know Fuhua people won't do. You're very clever so work hard in your studies. Many loves and misses to you and Milkshake.
Daryl Lim:
Hey Daryl. WHY ARE YOU SO TALL NOW
Dammit! And your voice broke too. You've changed so much I don't really recognize you anymore... So much more different from the short, chubby Daryl I used to know. Not that, of course, it's a bad thing. I remember that Bryan Koo ripped my wallet once and I was feeling really screwed up. Then, you and Hua Ting made up this list of things I should do to Bryan... Like buying a new, better wallet to smack him with. Buying a harder keychain to attach to the wallet so it would hurt more for him. I think that that paper is still with me. It was great, really.
You're a really great guy, Daryl. Don't care about what others say of you. I know you don't. Study hard, and continue to stay so ever artistic. :) Misses, loves, and thanks.
Eunice Er:
HAHA, HI EUNICE. You were always so darned spastic. You were a genius. I can't write much about you, sorry about that. We weren't very close friends but you are in a lot of my memories... Good luck in NYGH, study hard!
Georgina Ng:
Hey George. Gosh, does anyone still call you that? Anyway... Georgina. We weren't very very close friends, and I only got to know you last year. Nevertheless, it was a very happy experience. You gave me a glimpse of 'ah lian'-ness, like blasting your music so damn loud on your MP3, sucking at Chinese and Math, sometimes rebelling against the teachers. You are a pretty girl, you're good at sports too (namely Track & Field, running). Two times we spent that I remembered the most were:
a) Me, Jocelyn and Tessa stayed back for something, and you walked pass and stayed with us. The three of us wrote that script about Mrs. Shum and Matthew Loo and you read it out really candidly and dramatically, it made three of us laugh like mad.
b) PSLE was over, everyone was just walking around the corridors, going into other classes. You came out and sat outside the Hope 6 classroom corridor, near the stairs, leaning your back against the railing. You offered to let me listen your music and I took the earphone you passed me. I plugged it int, it was damn loud and I yanked it out quickly. You laughed at me, I smiled back and walked away.
Pursue your dream of becoming a runner, if that's what you really want... Good luck.
Jocelyn Goh:
JOCELYN, TRIN #2.
A person that was darling, and still is. SADLY SHE KEEPS MAPLING NOW. I used to keep urging her to download Maple so we could play together. Well, now that I've quit, she's joined. Doesn't matter, as long as she's enjoying herself. I wonder if we are still of the same height, haha.
Jocelyn, work hard in HCIS, okay? You weren't very good in your Maths, so I hope you have improved this year. All the best. Loves and misses to my dearest Trin #2, Jocelyn.
Joseph Moh:
HELLO SHORTY. I HAVEN'T REALLY SEEN YOU AT ALL DURING YEAR 2006.
Which was why I was so glad to have seen you during CNY 2007 this year when loads of people went back to PHPPS. I was buying my Tom Yam Noodles (like I always used to last year), and was lining up behind Lin Fang. I heard someone say, "Wah, Hui En is still the same, every time eat Tom Yam noodles." I turned around and voilà, you were there, smiling. I felt happy. Happier than I am now, but that's another story.
You were such an asshole during Primary 5. You told me you were in Ninja-do and made it all seem so cool. You said that you were in green belt and you had double sticks. Idiot, you weren't even in Ninja-do at all, I supposed all you did was watch Jesmond practice a few times. But that was what made me join Ninja-do. You convinced me to join it. I've hung onto it for so long now - nearly 2 years. Something that's incredible for a fickle person like me that loses interests in things quickly. Loves and misses.
Kristal Low:
KRISTAL
The last time I saw you was during May. It is stated very clearly here. Sometimes, we didn't really see eye to eye last year. Honestly, I thought you were bossy you know. But now I don't really care because now I don't see you at all. You're my friend. You hung out with me during recess. So you were important... That's all there was to it. Thanks for telling me about the stuff going on in your school. Thanks, loves, misses.
Ho Hong Wei:
LOL. HEY, HONG WEI. You are so darned sick! It's good to know you haven't changed much. Oh and HEY I AM NOT FAT. I'm not overweight. Please decide your use of words properly! Say 'chubby' next time. HA. You were a good partner (not excellent, because you were too damned DISGUSTING). You are so short! xD But don't worry, you'll grow taller. It's a sooner-or-later thing. Yeah. Thanks for talking to me during the first semester of THIS year. Even though I'm the one hearing your problems out. But it was still good to talk to you. You're like a 'brother' to me in certain ways even though we kind of don't talk at all now. You're always so busy... Argh. Well, good luck with your gymnastics, your school stuff and all... Many misses.
Lee Hua Ting:
Hey Hua Ting. Actually I just saw you two weeks ago on the bus, but I'm going to write this anyway, since I don't see you often.
We were in the same class only during P5.
Thanks for spending time with me, like when we went out during Hua Shan's birthday. I really appreciate it, you know? I was really really happy to see you on the bus the other day... Even though you've changed somehow, but I know you're still the same person. And when you offered to stood up to 'those people' for me, I felt really... touched. It was the first time anyone ever offered to stood up against someone for me. I denied your offer because I thought it really wasn't necessary to waste our time on them. Not because you're not my friend. You will always be my friend. Loves and misses.
Low Hong Yi:
Hey Hong Yi. Trust me, you appear in a great deal of my memories. The first semester was one of the best semesters in my life. Seriously. Like Ho Hong Wei, you brought me many laughters. Really... I consider you to be my good friend. :D I was really exhilarated to see you at the CSS2 auditions and during June, when a few of us Grace 6 people went to watch Rush Hour 3... I felt a bit extra, honestly, because you were with Eunice. Good luck in Crescent's and in your drum playing in Band. Loves and misses.
Low Jen Yi:
Jen Yi, you are so so so tall. And it isn't a bad thing... It's a thing you can use to your advantage. Like the CCA you're in now, netball. Your height gives you a clear advantage. Make good use of it. 174.5cm is unusual among Secondary 1 girls in Singapore so be thankful for what you have, because there are many people out there drying to be as tall as you are. Thanks for hanging out with me, for laughing with me. Misses.
Nat Tan:
You don't like Nathanael. Right, so Nat it is. That's what I have been calling you all along, anyway. OK. Nat, sometimes I'm quite worried for you. Please don't work so hard. It's good to work hard so you can achieve excellent results, but working too hard isn't good. Maybe you don't have time, but when you do, have a rest OK? You are a genius and I admit that now. You are musically talented. You are doing freaking well academically. Your attitude is, well hardworking so I supposed it's good?
I remember I used to hate you. We used to quarrel. I thought you were an asshole. I thought that we were really different because of certain things. Yes, we are different. But now I notice that we are actually, very much alike in many ways. You are always there to encourage and counsel people when they're down and out. Sometimes I try to listen to you because I know you need someone too, even though I don't help much at all. Thanks and sorry. Many loves, misses and thanks to Nat Tan, my pinkbox owner.
Peh Xin Ying:
Was not close to you at all, Xin Ying. That is, until the whole ONEROCKS'07 thing. I'm sorry I can' write much about you either, because the time we spent were mostly during ONEROCKS'07 and ViVa La Vi last December. It was a great pleasure to know you, however. Even more so spending time with you during ONEROCKS'07 and ViVa La Vi, which we didn't win (but got the free T-Shirt). This year you kind of listened to me too. Somehow... Thanks for encouraging me. Loves and misses.
Ruth Yeo:
RUTH YEO, TRIN #1, SOULMATE
RUTH, at the beginning of this year I started to drift apart from you because you seemed so happy in St. Teresa's. It seemed like you had already adapted and adjusted to your life there. So I stopped talking to you because, you didn't talk to me, and we always had nothing to talk about... I'm so sorry... I really want to speak to you now, though. You're mostly busy with Track & Field, and it's exam period now. I remember you used to hate anime, and when I kept telling you about Gakuen Alice and stuff, you got interested and watched it too. After you watched an episode of two, I continued telling you about it. I thought you were irritated (you didn't reply much) because I thought you didn't like anime. I was so surprised and kind of happy when you told me that you didn't reply because you were watching Gakuen Alice. You said you love anime now, and it's because I told you about it. I was, happy. I hope I get to see you soon... Loves, misses and so so much more to Ruth Yeo, my wonderful Trin #1 and soulmate.
Tessa Nai:
TESSA!
My God. You are SO busy nowadays! Sadly we don't talk now. We spent so much time together last year, it would take so long to list them all out. You made me feel sad once last year because I thought you were going to take Ruth and Jocelyn away from me, which wasn't true. I was just, being childish. All you did was have fun. It wasn't wrong. I was wrong. I'm sorry. I really hope to see you more! But if you're too busy, that's OK. Thanks for giving me so much great memories... Thanks, misses, and loves to Tess.
And finally:
Koh Hua Shan:
MY BEST FRIEND.
I love you, because you are my besty. Do you love me? I hope you do. (This sounds kind of sapphist, shivers.) Although we don't talk as often as we used to, I'm glad (and actually quite jealous) that you're having a wonderful, brilliant and vibrant life in Swiss Cottage. That's from what you told me, anyway.
We were in the same classes every single year, except for P2. I remember how I met you. Chelsea and I were playing hopscotch. Two people for hopscotch was too boring, so when you walked pass, I asked if you wanted to join us. You did. From then on, we played almost every recess. We had to snatch the hopscotch from other people sometimes too. Remember? You knew about SOME of my crushes. Sometimes I would feel insecure because you wouldn't tell me anything. Sometimes I would feel frustrated trying to guess who you liked. Sometimes I would feel sad because we're barely talking now. Sometimes I would feel melancholic because we used to be labeled as 'best friends', 'sisters'... Are we still like that?
But no matter how you feel, you will always always be my best friend, my sister...
I love and miss my best friend.
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