Friday, October 19, 2007
I HAD THIS DREAM LAST NIGHT.

WHEN I WOKE UP I REALISED I WAS YEARNING FOR SOMETHING, DESPERATELY.

I WAS YEARNING FOR, A KIND OF FEELING.
I THINK IT'S SOMETHING EVERYONE YEARNS FOR.
I WAS YEARNING FOR SOMETHING THAT BEGINS WITH AN "L".
I WAS YEARNING FOR SOMETHING THAT ENDS WITH AN "E".
I WAS YEARNING FOR L-O-V-E.

AND THEN I THOUGHT OF THIS, GUY.

IT'S THE ONLY THING I'VE BEEN THINKING OF THROUGHOUT THIS DAY.
HE'S THE ONLY PERSON I'VE BEEN THINKING OF THROUGHOUT THE DAY,
EVERY TIME I THINK OF THIS TOPIC.

DO I LOVE HIM?

I REALISED THAT,
I ALWAYS WANT TO TALK TO HIM,
I ALWAYS WANT TO LAUGH WITH HIM
I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO GIVE HIM A TIGHT HUG (AND NEVER LET GO?),
I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO LEAN ON HIS SHOULDER,
I HAVE ALWAYS WANTED TO HOLD HIS HAND.

BUT HE LIKES THIS OTHER, GIRL.

I REALISED THAT,
HE ALWAYS WANTS TO TALK TO THAT GIRL,
HE ALWAYS WANTS TO LAUGH WITH HER,
HE HAS ALWAYS WANTED TO GIVE HER A TIGHT HUG (AND NEVER LET GO?),
HE HAS ALWAYS WANTED HER TO LEAN ON HIS SHOULDER,
HE HAS ALWAYS WANTED TO HOLD HER HAND.


IT MAKES ME SAD.



AND THEN, SUDDENLY.

I THOUGHT,
AS THOUGH HE WAS RIGHT HERE WITH ME,
AS THOUGH I WAS TALKING TO HIM,
"OH MY GOD, I THINK I AM IN LOVE WITH YOU."


AND IT'S, AMAZING.




AND IT'S, SAD.
9:59 pm

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