Retarded.
Nothing to blog about,
nothing to share,
I think blogging is getting so cliche, it's like EVERYONE has blogs.
And Blogger is so boring, to be honest.
I'm like getting so so sick & tired of blogging. And it's like there's no point in blogging because, well the things I wanna say are personal, private things. Like my innermost thoughts, which I choose not--
My father just fucking nagged at me. Fuck. I can't take this anymore.
Anyway, in continuation to what I have just said, before I have been so HORRIBLY interrupted (cough cough), I choose not to reveal my innermost thoughts.
Screw it, I shall admit it. I hate my family. I'm not a baby anymore and that's how they're treating me. It's sad. I know I'm still in a child in my parents' eyes. But I'm growing up. Notice how much I love, I'm Not A Girl, Not Yet A Woman by Britney Spears? It's because I can just relate to the lyrics so much.
I'm not a girl,
There is no need to protect me.
It's time that I
Learn to face up to this on my own.
I've seen so much more than you know now,
So don't tell me to shut my eyes.
I'm not a girl,
Not yet a woman.
All I need is time,
A moment that is mine,
While I'm in between.
I know I look like a kid. Yes, stop laughing at my FREAKING baby fats. But don't ever judge a book by its cover. That's what they always teach us. But do they apply this anecdote in their everyday lives? I can sure say that, a lot of people don't. True, I don't. But I'm trying to.
I feel so, stuck in between. I'm a girl, still loving sweets and blah. I still sometimes execute childish antics like teasing people, and I am sometimes in a frenzy, not knowing what to think. But I am a woman, I know what to do when what's going on.
I know that sounded so weird, ha ha ha, me being a woman. I'm like how tall? 154cm.
Yes shut up, stop laughing please.
I find it pretty unfair because adults don't take children seriously. Most kids are childish, I admit that. But that does not equate that, ALL kids are childish. OK, I shall take a living example. Nat Tan, my pinkbox owner. Is a very mature guy. That's responsible and reliable. And he gives good advice. Sadly, however, we don't really talk nowadays.
And... That girl, I think her name's Wenwen from that old Channel 8 show Double Happiness. She's a genius, and she sometimes even outsmarts some adults. And you know what, she's only an 11-year-old in the show. But then in reality, she was actually, a secondary school student then.
All I want to say is, if adults do not, or cannot take us seriously, then they should at least give us the basic respect and privacy, humans deserve. Because we are humans.
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