I really hope that we're better than just friends. I hope we're good friends.
I don't want to be like them. You said that their inexistence or existence makes hardly any difference. I don't want to be so unsignificant to you. I have been unimportant and unsignificant to loads of people, but I don't want you to look at me in that way.
I want to ask you. What are we? Friends? Good friends? Best friends? Sometimes (almost always) I feel that the honest answer is that we're just friends. Not good friends. How melancholic. Sadly, I can't spend much time with you. Because you and I both know what will happen, somehow. I don't know.
Sometimes, those people you think are the most unobservant, are actually the most perceptive people. You think they don't know you. But they may know you way better than those people you think are your 'good friends'.
You're important. Important to me. I bet you never knew.
A note to someone else:
Please don't come to me like it's a routine, like I'm in the fourth or eleventh on the list or something.
Please don't even talk to me, if there's a motive for your actions, unless you genuinely and simply want to talk to me like that. Why must you make things be so obvious, can't you be more discreet? Or is that what you're trying to do, let others know what you intend to do?
I think it's stupid.
I know it's contradicting (with the fact that I talked about not pretending in the previous post), but can't you just pretend? It wouldn't hurt, would it? I am not so easily bought in by your words (or anyone's words, for that matter). I believe you're not a bad person, please just don't act as if you are trying to be a guy socialite or something.
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