Right now I'm feeling happy, yet sort of sad. My feelings are going haywire.
Found Hongyi's blog. Then I was reminded of those times when she sat behind me, Ho Hongwei sat next to me and Wu Hongwei sat next to her. We were not that close of friends, but I would still count her as a good friend of mine.
After the first(second?) term, Ms Loh switched the class' sitting arrangements and I sat next to Huiyu from then on.
I remember those times,
the four of us laughed,
Hongyi and I were disgusted by the 2Hongweis' idiotic and disgusting antics.
Even though after the four of us split up(because our sitting arrangements changed),
we still talk. But not too much I guess, and at the end of the year we were just okay-okay friends, but I still considered Hongyi as a good friend?
This was from her blog:
Friday, September 29, 2006
LOL. hui en skip math supp n went home without bring her bag!
I know, it's just a short phrase but weird, I feel kinda touched. It's not often I get mentioned, I guess I just don't play an important role in people's life. I'm always the extra, always backstage.
Suddenly now, I miss her a lot. I saw her at the CSS auditions and I highfived her. She told me good luck and she went off. I wanted to run after her and get her phone number but I was lining up and Kodak and couldn't leave the queue, or it would mean lining up ALL OVER AGAIN.
When I finally finished my business at Kodak's, I wanted to keep going on and on till the end of the line, looking for her. But the line was simply too long and Pui Ling and I had to find DewiJie, Mei Zhen, KaiTing, Poh Ling and Tong En.
I regret it all now,
went to my archives to try to find if I blogged anything about her but I couldn't find much relevant things that has something to do with her.
Then on the second last day of school I didn't go to school,
I didn't take up an opportunity to spend my time together with the PHPPS people.
I REGRET IT ALL NOW.
I'm still living in the past,
I can't let go,
I won't let go.
But most importantly,
I don't want to let go.
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