During the humble beginnings of this blog, I was only P5.
Now I look back and I marvel. I had so much time back then.
I kept changing blogskins. The highest record was three skins a week I think. That's just a guess. ><
But now, I don't even bother. I don't even care to change my skin unless I get really sick of it... I mean REALLY sick of it. Somehow it seems like it's bother to change skins now.
I wasted too much time; I was a kid that wasted too much time slacking. I regret that now. Many times I should have done my homework earlier and not wait till the last minute. And many times the time I wasted on was blogging.
Don't get me wrong, I love blogging. It's just that my childhood stupidity somehow makes me feel a bit guilty, because I could've done something more constructive. I love writing. And blogging is also a sort of writing isn't it? And I also like typing more than writing on a piece of paper because I type faster and my hands don't feel like they're gonna break.
I feel like being an author. I have so many ideas, there are just so many things I can write about! But if I'm going to be an author then I want to be the best one; a bestseller. It's kinda hard to achieve. I wonder if a person like me can do it. I'm usually so lazy!
I also feel like being a manga artist; but my drawing is so bad. My ideas flow like a tap of running water. I can write a good story.(: Of course I love manga and anime.
Too bad my drawing is just too shitty to be compared with the beauty of anime and manga...
If my drawing was better, and if I was given a chance to learn and I do improve, and draw something that looks decent, I think I'd have a better chance at being a manga artist...
But for now, I'd stick to being an Author or a Pharmacist. The pharmacist dream is kinda hard to achieve though. I'm supposed to be good in Chemistry. Chemistry is Science. I'm not good at Science at all; I got a B during PSLE.
My life is mapped out already. But the middle part is missing and blank; it's just like a compo. Your starting should be interesting and it should make the reader want to read on. Your middle is supposed to be "fat" and "juicy". Your ending should be sweet, concluding nicely.
My life; I'm three-quarters done with my half-way. By the time I'm 18, I think my starting will be over and I'll have to move on to write the middle part... How am I supposed to make it fun? I can't think of anything. I don't know which job to choose.
But I think my ending would be the sweetest; I'm going to open a freeschool. Did I blog about this before? I think I did. I want to open a school for orphans to study, so when they grow up, they can contribute to the society too.
A quarter of a starting is only about six years. It'd fly by very quickly, I know it. Which means I have to decide carefully yet quickly what my middle should be...
Sometimes I wonder what the meaning of life is;
study, study, study, graduate, get a job, get married, have children, work, retire, die, the end.
It just so simple isn't it? I don't want such a typical life route.
I'm a realistic person, with fairytale dreams. I want a romance that's like a fairytale, yet realistic. Am I contradicting myself here...?
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