I think that when I get my results tomorrow I probably wouldn't cry. I haven't cried for so so long that it kinda seems like I've forgotten how to cry. Dammit lahs, that no-crying promise I made to myself is broke, and I really wished I haven't stuck to that promise for a bit of time. I kinda hate that promise, because, well when I see people crying I feel kinda weird because I can't cry. But I can't cry anyway. Because I promised Jiing Harn I wouldn't. Well but I'll try not to, who knows if I might cry. But I think it'd be good if I drop a tear or two. I think I'm kinda a weird person really. Like when my grandmother passed away last year, throughout the wake, I didn't cry, but when they finally were gonna send the coffin to the creamation centre, I started crying then; but well, not too much. Then finally in school I burst out my tears. Yupps HopeFivers would know.(:
Yeah so maybe I would cry, only after everything is finally over. I'm so weird.
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